You have to take the Good with the Bad
So, after years of problems, testing and just feeling like I was never going to find any answers I finally got the answers I was hoping for, the only thing is that these answers were really not comforting at all. The moment my doctor said the word, "Hysterectomy", I became numb, dazed, a little worried. After all, I am only 31. But considering my family history of early hysterectomy's I should have been at least a little prepared for this outcome. It doesn't make me feel any better though, and the more I think about it, the more anxiety I feel towards it! I know that I will probably feel so much better after it is done, physically, but mentally I feel like it will take me awhile to get used to the fact that I will no longer be able to bare children, which seems like a really dumb thought considering my husband has already had a vasectomy and we don't plan to have anymore kids. But there is that lingering thought that I will feel like less of a woman when I go t